Court

Okay, so another court date down and many more to go.  I did okay, I felt okay, I didn't need any Xanax.  That's a good sign.  It looks as if he is going to go all the way and not plead guilty.  I'm sad at that, but my daughter and I are ready to fight.  I've done my best and will continue to do what they ask me to and so will my amazing child.  I am so amazed by her courage and strength.  To be in the courtroom full of pedophiles being charged and arraigned is difficult to say the least.  Some are in the cage with orange jumpsuits and some are sitting only a few feet away from me.  Its sick and disgusting to see how many are filling up our courtrooms daily.  These are only the tiny few that have been reported and have made it this far.  I encourage everyone to report their abuse and their abusers.  Even if they never want to step foot in a court room I encourage everyone to report it.  It helps the other ones like me and my daugther who will go to court because the DA will have it on file that someone else reported the guy did the same to them.  I wish we could all set up a "survivor parade" type of thing or a "walk for victims" type of thing like they do the gay parade.  I wish we could help show the world we can fight and we can win and we can make a difference.  I'm trying, I'm doing my best and even if it isn't good enough, I'm doing this for me, for her, for you and for others.