Closure

I ended the back and forth exchange with my ex husband this morning by directly telling his attorney that I wanted no further contact with him and only wanted to hear from the attorney themselves if anything lucrative came out of the deal my ex emailed me about a few days ago.  My ex husband has done this before.  I felt 10000 tons lifted after sending the attorney this email.  I no longer have to get emotional about these things anymore.  

I also sent a final email to my estranged daughter telling her I would not be sending emails anymore and that her portion of the business transaction should be handled by the same attorney and I sent that information.  After today I will no longer acknowledge Ive ever had children.  I know this sounds terrible but it is the only way I can move forward and put things behind me.  There will always be a secret place in my heart for her.  I love my daughter-I just don't like her.  I'm ever considering changing my last name but haven't gotten thru that yet.  In lifetime years, I have lived over half my life already and decide today to put those things behind me and let the Universe decide whats in store for me.