Closing on 50

Ten years ago, I sat on a deck overlooking a horse trail.  Looking back on four decades, I regarded my house, my wife, my career, my friends, and thought things were rolling along at a jaunty pace.  I felt blessed.  Bring on 50.  I'm ready
This Saturday, I will sit on my patio overlooking.........my patio. 
Looking back on five decades, I will regard my townhouse, my new job, my son, my friends, and think things are finally moving along, slowly but surely.  I feel blessed.    Fuck the X.  Bring on 60.