Closer - farther

I got moved out of my 2 bd apartment and into my 1 bd.  It is a cozy fit but it is a step in the right direction in reducing my expenses.  My heating and cooling bill should be more managable and the rent which is a third less. My aniexties are more placed on survival than ever before.  With the move has come some piece of mind that I am making progress.  And that is what it is all about, progress.  I did not hear or see my kids this weekend.  I do have my divorce trial on Wednesday.  I am hoping that this will be the end.  I dont know how much poorer I will be coming out of it but atleast I will know where I stand and can work from there. For the past two years it has been so uncertain.  I am praying that I get regular visitiations with my children.  I dont see why I would not but my ex and her attorney have done some rather harsh things in that past and I must be prepared for whatever comes next.  God's will be done, not mine.