Chugging Along

This is week two of no gambling.I have not had any urges to gamble until today, however, it was brief. What concerns me is that after time, when all is forgotten and there is money In the accounts once again, that pressing urge will rear its ugly head.I still have withdrawn into my corner and I really do not want to come out.Even though this is not face to face, I still am having problems opening up.What makes all this worse is the nagging realization of how much money Ihave lost and desperation to find and make it all up.Oh well, I made my bed so I might as well lay in it.