Chronic Pain
Chronic Pain
I don't like feeling like crap, the constant ach for long periods of time, wear me down. pain at a 4 then a 6 then hours of 3 then up to 7 AHHHH! It get nervous, I feel lethargic, my emotions are heightened, I get cranky, irritable, I 'snap' at people while in pain. If i tell them i get sympathy, I feel their pain, I EMOTE THEIR PAIN! GOD STOP ME! IT HURTS_ I have my pain to feel not theirs as well! I must leave it at the Lord's feet.
1 Peter 5:6-7 "Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you." He wants to hear my pain, he wants to take it away, So Lord please do so! Hear my cry for help and heal me! Take the pain away, take my family's pain away as well. I submit myself to your help Lord.
I want to help my family understand, but I don't want them to worry either. I want them to have an explanation of why i am withdrawn. 'If you don't have anything good to say don't say it at all!" Well i just have to keep that in perspective. I won't complain.
I don't like feeling like crap, the constant ach for long periods of time, wear me down. pain at a 4 then a 6 then hours of 3 then up to 7 AHHHH! It get nervous, I feel lethargic, my emotions are heightened, I get cranky, irritable, I 'snap' at people while in pain. If i tell them i get sympathy, I feel their pain, I EMOTE THEIR PAIN! GOD STOP ME! IT HURTS_ I have my pain to feel not theirs as well! I must leave it at the Lord's feet.
1 Peter 5:6-7 "Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you." He wants to hear my pain, he wants to take it away, So Lord please do so! Hear my cry for help and heal me! Take the pain away, take my family's pain away as well. I submit myself to your help Lord.
I want to help my family understand, but I don't want them to worry either. I want them to have an explanation of why i am withdrawn. 'If you don't have anything good to say don't say it at all!" Well i just have to keep that in perspective. I won't complain.
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