"Christmas Without Penny---Again"
Another Christmas --------- Without Penny--------- It is so hard and sad,this is my 3rd Christmas without you baby girl. I don't like the Holiday's anymore. We use to put the tree up and decorations-- day after Thanksgiving but nomore. My World is Empty without you............ Nomore --Kraynak's , Gift's or Shopping , it's all over. I gave all the decorations away when you passed and will Never have another Christmas------- ever..... You were my "ONLY CHILD" I have NOTHING to Celebrate. I CRY every night because I Miss you so MUCH!!!!!!! Nobody or anything could ever take your place. I Miss your smiling face and your little voice,I hope I never forget what you sound like----- but am sad because I will never know what you will look like as you gotten older.You will be Forever Young.You climbed alot of mountains in your short tiny Life---God Bless You & he IS! I hope you & Aunt Patty are celebrating up in Heaven,I know you are and you will be celebrating Christmas Together. They say "Time" heals but never does it Heal a Mother that lost her Child- the Hole in my Heart gets Bigger everyday. I will try to get better as the years go on about Holiday's because I know Penny don't want me to be Sad,she knows how I liked Christmas with Her. I Love You Baby Girl-- Merry Christmas in Heaven----- Celebrate the Lord.
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I can say I know how you feel because I do... but we do have the assurance of God\'s grace for all....and our children are experiencing something we will experience one day; the glory of the Lord on High and all the angels and saints...when I think of this I get a great vision of how Heaven is...only I know it is much much better than my small imagination can create. Penny was blessed with a loving and caring mom....she is loving you forever.....Peace and love to you....Dale, Brandon\'s Mom
I\'m sorry you\'re hurting so much my darling friend. The holidays take such a toll on us all. I pray for peace for your heart as you get through the upcoming weeks. Focus on that incredible smile on Penny\'s face and let it transform your own face into a smile. Hugging you tight and understanding your pain, Teri.
It will be my third without Alex too. I miss him so much, but i have found ways to find happiness too. I think decorating helps me...makes me...forces me to participate. I am so sorry that you feel so bad. I hope that you can find a way to find just a bit of happiness. Love and hugs...Karen
I am so sorry, that you are hurting so badly. I will try to catch up on some of your journals, to learn a litle about you and your precious Penny.
I hope you have a blessed day, my new friend. (((HUGS)))...Julia
It\'s kind of like Christmas every day of the year up there I believe! Just hard for us down here because we want them with us physically. Please don\'t ever give up hope of feeling more peace. Hugs,Donna