"Christmas Without Penny---Again"

             Another Christmas --------- Without Penny--------- It is so hard and sad,this is my 3rd Christmas without you baby girl. I don't like the Holiday's anymore. We use to put the tree up and decorations-- day after Thanksgiving but nomore. My World is Empty without you............ Nomore --Kraynak's , Gift's or Shopping , it's all over. I gave all the decorations away when you passed and will Never have another Christmas------- ever..... You were my "ONLY CHILD"  I have NOTHING to Celebrate.  I CRY every night because I Miss you so MUCH!!!!!!!  Nobody or anything could ever take your place. I Miss your smiling face and your little voice,I hope I never forget what you sound like----- but am sad because I will never know what you will look like as you gotten older.You will be Forever Young.You climbed alot of mountains in your short tiny Life---God Bless You & he IS! I hope you & Aunt Patty are celebrating up in Heaven,I know you are and you will be celebrating Christmas Together. They say "Time" heals but never does it Heal a Mother that lost her Child- the Hole in my Heart gets Bigger everyday. I will try to get better as the years go on about Holiday's because I know Penny don't want me to be Sad,she knows how I liked Christmas with Her. I Love You Baby Girl-- Merry Christmas in Heaven----- Celebrate the Lord.