Christmas sucks!!

I am having a really hard time with Christmas this year. With the rest of my family on vacation in Hawaii (my mom and dad and sister and brother-in-law) this year, it just feels like another day. Yes, I am glad that I had my husband to spend Christmas with, but even he isn't excited about this holiday season...which makes it that much harder to get through the holidays!!

I'm sorry if I am rambling, but I just don't like the Christmas season this year and I am having a really hard time not being depressed about it. If things were any worse I would consider taking my own life as that is how depressing this holiday has gotten me.

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lightbright
lightbright

Hey there, I\'m sorry you\'re feeling down. What is so bad about this Christmas? At least you have a loving husband. Please be loving and kind to yourself, and maybe some release is needed. A good cry always helps me, and a good shoulder to cry on. Just let it all out. Hope things get better for you!