christmas
it was good x mas, got a new phone, some shirts and stuff... mom still found a way to make me cry. before we opened gifts she was havein jade talk to her dad via internet and web cam and she got mad at nme for not digging to the bottem of the pile so jade sould open all the gifts her dad had send and when i said the whole thing would fall down she just said tough shit get it...and yelled if it was to much to ask if jade could open her dads gift. i didnt even say no to her so she had to reson to yell and i know it was really no reson to cry but it was christmas and i was trying to make everyone happy and it kinda just hit me like a bomb shell...stupid i know
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oh hun...*hugs*...im sorry you had to start the day off like that...
No, it\'s not stupid. It hurts when someone else, no matter how much you love her, has her dad to send her gifts and everyone else to act as if that was the most important thing and you should pitch in too, as if you have no feelings yourself about who cares about you, who sends you gifts and cares that you open them...I\'m really sorry that happened. You are just as important as Jade and just because you\'re 15 and not a toddler doesn\'t mean you don\'t have feelings, and hurts, and pain... I\'m glad the rest of the day went okay but don\'t put yourself down for feeling bad about this--who wouldn\'t?? It\'s too bad your mom isn\'t more sensitive about how things look and feel from your viewpoint...
Sending a hug, you deserve a bunch!
thanx guys...