Chipper

I was just that 43 when she passed away on me...she was my whole LIFE...and now i have to start all over...after 18 years of beening with the some person.... and she was sooooo young...on 38.... i am trying to be really chipper....because friday will be 11 months my Wife has gone to Heaven.....some people don't understand how HARD it is to lose someone... do to what ever....but so mush Harder when you Wake up next to the ONE you Love  and your best friend and wife for 14.7 years and her body there but she not.................