Chilling

Okay after the initial panics and oh c**ps at the start of the week, I'm starting to calm down and be less of a gibbering wreck and getting a bit of perspective on the situation. It could be something it could be nothing as MPNC said you are unlikely to get a recurrance at the same site it could actually be a good sign .... the area where the something is generally where my laptop rests and having lost some weight it could be that there is just less padding (which is a good thing:-) ). Even if it is the cancer returning, it's been found early enough to be treated effectively and survival rates after further treatment/surgery are higher than the initial survival rates I was given when my cancer was first diagnosed. Hopefully I haven't scared too many people with this sudden panic, let's just use it as a reminder for us all to stay vigilent