Cheers to a New Year 2012

Fresh start to 2012
I thought I would write an update and let everyone know how I am doing. I had a truly great Christmas and I enjoyed time with my family and my very close friends. It was kinda tough without Blake being here but the truth is it's getting easier to forget about him. I was with him forever and it's crazy sometimes how love fades away. I have my days where I miss him and I cry for him all day but those days come shorter and shorter now. I miss my granddaddy still very much but he is my guardian angel and he is watching over me everyday. Brodie is getting so big it breaks my heart I can't believe my baby will be 3 in June. He had a great Christmas he got so many gifts from family and friends and ofcourse Santa Clause. I have been busy taking down all the decorations and he isn't happy about it he wants to leave them up!!! 2011 was a truly rough year for me loosing my granddaddy and then getting married and now filing for a divorce. It also was good to me I got a guardian angel watching over me and I realized that you shouldn't be with someone just to try and make it work. I have learned so much through 2011 and I hope and pray to the sweet lord that 2012 will be better. I have had so much good and bad happen but I have learned take the good with the bad and move on with life. It's crazy sometimes I don't want to get out of bed but I don't have a choice I get up and get dressed and I go on about my day. The lord has been very good to me and I have had a few set backs but I am making it just fine. Brodie is happy and healthy and he has a mommy who loves him more than anything in this world.  I had an amazing start to the New Year and I hope and pray that it stays this way. I hope everyone has a blessed new year!!!

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Chris1981
Chris1981

Happy new year, niece Heather, and family. :) my family and i are so happy, that you all are well, and had a peaceful Christmas holiday together. :) You are very strong, and i will always be very proud of you. :) You made lots of great progress in 2011, and have blossomed into the new year. :) You\'ve grown a lot, and have made it very far. :) always remember the great progress you have made. :) keep strong, continue to take good care. :) You are healing very well, and it\'s very wonderful of you, to be there for Brodie, and helping him. :) he\'s blessed to have you in his life. :) Your granddaddy will always be with you in spirit. :)
my family and i wish you all the very best of great health, happiness, peace, and many joys in 2012. :) We love you all very much, and are here for you, always :) warm friendship hugs, sent with our love :)