checking in with myself

okay so yesterday was an anxiety angst fest of epic proportions. today i am flagging and drained. i have reading for class to complete and i'm thankful today's class is online, i don't think i'd be able to drag myself to campus today. i feel overwhelmed and blue. i haven't had a true blue day in a while so i'm worried that i'm not responding to my meds. i'm not in a hopeless state yet, but i'm not doing very well. i'm faking okay for my family especially since my sister's birthday party is coming up and she's been really moodya nd worried about it being perfect. i'm not okay though and i don't have time to be muzzy-headed or flagging. i need to be focussed on school and perform well in my tasks.