change

Ok Dave has changed again.  He said we have been going to fast.  So he wants to start over but more slow this time.  We even shook hands saying nice to meet you.  I don't get it.  I have all these damn feelings for him and I can't even touch him now.  It's killing me.  I know it's crazy for me to think this way but that's how I feel.  I really feel like going over there and yelling at him for all of this.  But I know that would only push him away more.  I know the man is hurting from his past and he won't let anyone in.  I read I have to give him time.  But what if he never wants to love again.  Don't everyone want to be loved?  Why the wall around his heart?  Please pray for me and him.