Change

So it's been a while since I have posted. But lately seems NY self worth has been in question. It's been about 5 months since I joined. For the longest time I was a liar. And after hurting enough people it was time for change. First thing I needed to do was admit to myself I was a liar. Then i needed to take steps to make myself better. Well I felt I did those things. 5 months later I'm still being called a liar by the person I love the most. Even though I have proved all of what I have said age still only sees me as the liar. Not the person who would give my life for her. Its crushing to know that all people feel is your a liar. But I brought this on myself. I hurt and I deceived people. That is on me. That is all my fault. No one forced me to lie. I told the lies. I just wonder how long before people stop calling me the "L" word. No matter how much good I do all anyone remembers is the bad.