Challenge
So I've decided to go and try and deal with everything little by little, that may have been part of the problem since before I was trying to deal with everything at once.
So I've decided to work on my self-esteem first since that's what I seem to have the most trouble with. I have a mirror in my room (one of the long ones) and I've decided that every time I look at it, no matter what I'm doing, I'm going to write something I like about myself on it. It can be something I'm good at, my personality, or my looks; the first thing that comes to mind, this way I can't talk myself out of it.
I'm going to make a list here of all the things I don't like about myself or I think is bad and once every week I'll look back at it and take out anything that contradicts what I have on the mirror or if it's something I don't believe anymore. I'll do this on Sunday's until there is nothing left on the list, however long that takes.
Hopefully this does something good for me.
List:
Fat, Needy, liar, Pathetic, Cutter, Suicidal, Burden, Asexual, Loser, Lazy, Quitter, Coward, Asshole, Stupid, Selfish, Attention whore, Manipulative, Weak, Idiot, Nerdy, Alone, Antisocial, Introvert, Baby, Rude, Mean, Creep, Judgmental, Distrusting, procrastinator, Freak, Fangirl, condescending, hypocrite.
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