challenges

i feel so much stronger when my boys are home. im so peaceful and content. i just get so depressed without them. i am trying to live life one day at a time and not take little things for granted. think before i leap. there are some truly beautiful people out there i just end to like the evil ones and get scared of the good ones. i get overwhelmed when i care for people its like we become one. im very very overprotective. trying not to be superwoman but so want to care for others even though i ignore myself. im trying to slow myself down but somedays easier than others. learning to communicate and be kind to others and allow them to be kind to me. im still very insecure and dont want to be.. holidays are very very difficult but guess they are coming whether i want them to or not.