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WORK2 weeks ago got laid off for a month or soGot called in after a dayBeen called in every day sinceWas supposed to be hired direct since temporary agency has said the hours required for that are completedThey're not hiring me direct but keeping me through the agencyBut I don't have any idea how long this work is lasting - they called me back because someone has been sick and busines picked up. CARStalled a few weeks agoTowed it home then to mechanicsHe couldn't fix it, and suggested I stop tryingAsked him to try anyway, no dealTowed it home on my expense (Triple A used up all it's services for the year for me already)I bought the car from Dad almost 2 years ago it was paid off but still in his nameI told him to sell it and it will sit there for God knows how longMom wants me to do something about it - he is total 'will not take responsibility Guy' and it's frustrating to her and me.So T offers me to use his Truck to pick up his son.Truck stops startingGet a batteryFind out T's exGF didn't pay insurance and I've been driving it uninsured.So on the bus today.Oh and registration was due the week he loaned it to me and the tags have not yet arrived.And I don't know how long I can do this barter thing with the watcing his son and using the car. GODplease take my worries. Oh yeaTV digital box seems to be on the blink and I haven't tried to fix it but living without my room TV Oh well! Oh yeahMOMcritical and doesn't see itputs me down and doesn't see itseems to feel entitled to point out what she does not like in me and expects me to change because she thinks she's righther Higher power is money and mine is GODShe even told me sobriety is not everything - she really is limited in her abilty to be supportive and this has hurt me.but I'm happy and these things she wants to change in me don't immediately affect her - or not?My transportationMy jobMy savingsMy figureMy choicesI told her if it affects her to ask me for something but everything else is none of her business and to stop criticising me I'm coming up on 5 years clean and sober SundayThank GOD forsponsorpossibly new sponsee12 stepsDSbeing clean and sober (oh yeah vivid using dream last night)my job / coworkerspeople reaching outmy phoneusing the cool Truckgoing to the gymyogabeing outsidesunshinereading sleepelectric blanket, heaterdoggiecuddling with TTrusting God.