celebration

so today i got alot of my paper work done. there may have been a slightmistake but i really dont wanna fix it.they just gone hafta exept me.anywayz. im really happy my paper work is almost done.ive just got one problem i really want to celebrate but cant :(im really happy but need to celebrate.b4 i get into all of that my paralegal referd me to a lawyer but im not feelin him.im going to follow my intuition and not go with him.its the same feeling i had with the therapist and u know how that turned out.screw her! anywayz thats  a differnt story.well, thepaper work took all day. i was really bored. and i guess you can sorta  say i celebrated by buying some chocalate candy from see's.but thats not enough i want to go to a club or somthign :( that doesnt happen much around here.even if i did go to a club i wouldnt be able to get back home.so i guess you can say im actually sad... hmm. i had my small celebration by watching life after...bel biv divo.. lol it was pretty good. blasting some music i really didnt wanna blast bc i wanted to dance but there isnt enough room.*sigh* but i know god will help me. i just for got to ask :)thanks journal! you remined me to pray to the one who got my paper work finished! loli knew he would do it :-Danywayz i will keep praying and i will celebrate.i have plans for tomarow which is to go to an open mic to practice my act i will play on thursday. my fan said he would come though.i want to take picture with him to put inmy video!:-Di plan on having a great night!i will also ask about playing a show at theplace where i will have the open mic tomarow. i feel things will go great. i want to be booked there just bc. and also if i get booked there i know i will make a good name for my self on the local circut. ive got under groud hype but now i need some alternitave hype.mmmm sounds good already! i wish to start getting more gigs soon. alot a want a really good mix of gigs. small local gigs bigger casino gigs club gigs and showcases.i really want to play at events and festivals thats what i really want. oh yeah and i want to work more on my look. i feel its time to take my look to a new level and solidify myself. god will do it for me :)i have a lot of faith every thing will go right. everything will make me happy. and god will give me everything i want bc i love him and most of all he loves me and will give me any thing i ask for. thats just what i believe. anywayz my paralegal says he will sumons them and ocne thats doen we will almost be finished. i will keep my eyes opened on what else to do besides find a lawyer.i just want to get step one out of the way.i will never forget god will never hurt me. he never has and he never will.i belive in you and i trust you. i trust you! thank you thank you thank you for today! thank you so much! thank you for what you will do in the future that will make me very happy thank you so much for today! it was hard work that only you could do thank you so much!