Catiuosly optimistic....

Well, I don't know if it's the progesterone or what, but I am 7dpiui and I feel less optimistic each morning when I wake up. My first iui was a week ago and before I left, the nurse told me to act as if I were pregnant the next two weeks. I like this... pretending as if my dream has come true. Since I am on progesterone, I have to get a blood test (af prob won't come on it's own). The nurse told me I could get a BETA done on March 17th (a lucky day...?!?!). I am at the point that I don't want it done- I like pretending..... maybe this is it, maybe it isn't. I just like the feeling of thinking it is- and I am not looking forward to possibly having that crash down on me. I know everything was "right" this month, there was nothing more DH or I could do.... but I also know that it is not often for people to get a BFP on their first IUI, if any....... My head is a mess- I HATE progesterone!!  Ughh.......