CAT Scabn Results

Well my Doc called yesterday while we were on the way to the hospital for Hubbys back surgery. He had the results of my pelvic and abdominal cat scans. seems they found absolutely nothing. Good news I guess but still doesn't answer where my clots are coming from. I'm feeling so darned frustrated now. Not that I want to find clots but it sure would be nice to know where my clots are coming from, and why they keep magically appearing in my lungs everytime my INR drops down to below 2.2. I was trying to explain to my hubby yesterday while we were driving that I'm actually not afraid to die if thats what the good Lord has in mind for me, I just don't want to stroke out and be a vegetable for the rest of my life, and stuck in a nursing home and actually be a burden on my family.I know I joke about living to be 140 and being a burden to my children but i wouldn't wish being a burden on anyone.I guess after I get Hubby home my next course of tests start with a colonoscopy.