Case of the ex

I'd like to say I feel a lot of anger and hostility for my ex. All the bad memories of bullshit he put me through are flooding back into my mind. Luckily I don't remember anything good so there is no temptation to take him back.
 
I remember when he dragged me out of my moms house saying how much he couldn't live with out me and whirlwinding me out while they were away. I told him he'd better be serious as this is the last time my parents will help me and I have absolutely no where else to go. two weeks later he was kicking me out so he could move his girlfriend and her kid in.I had to go to homeless shelters and beg for people to take me in and no one would. Finally my mom did take me back a second time.
I hadn't moved back with him until I had my own place and he moved in. Then came the drug addictions. that's all I'll write about it as there is just so much and I don't like to think about it. 
Not to mention all the cheating he did. I also remember when I was pregnant with my kid I caught him cheating at a hotel. I through myself down the stairs. I wanted to die, and I was mortified. I'm still mortified. Or how bout how he left me shortly after giving birth to my daughter?
Manuel how I hate you! You life destroyer! How many lives have you destroyed?
 
There's a lot more but I don't feel like remembering any more. I probably will later though.
Maybe hate is petty but I've never been one to deny my emotions. I feel a lot of anger and no I wont forgive him. Not until he's out of my life again then I can go back to saying I'll be happy for him if he's happy. (I know he's not though. That's the only saving grace). >:)
Well that feels better for now.