Cant we stop talking about love and marriage?

With all that has happened people are still talking about love and marriage.And I want to know why...Brad and I have been together for 13 years and it has been one big mistake.If I were 20 years younger,I would leave him...but I am in a crisis with this mess and I cant leave.All I can say is that he is a big disappointment and this drunken binge has lasted one week and I am cash poor.If I didnt buy the food....we would be starving.When he gets upset..all he does is drink and I dont know the reason why.I quit trying years ago because you cant talk to the people in seattle and I have quit trying here.I have got my own interests...and when I attend an event..I dont talk to any of the people.Some of them are always blaming us baby boomers for this crisis.This isnt true.You see...only 4% of the population makes this big money of over 250,000.00 a year..Some people are just born lucky..but I am not one such person.I have had it very hard since 1967 and when this tragedy struck me in 1970......there was no help available and I am in pain almost everyday...People did not talk back then.But I will always regret the events on that day in 1970....this happened in North Carolina.It happened in the afternoon.that all I can say..