Cant leave

Dark dreary feelings trapping me
Locking me in
Need to find my footing now
Scramble to my feet
I can not keep fighting this
I can not know defeat
Beat me at this dreaded game
Stall me once again
This time I cant let that happen
This time I must win

I dont know I have the fight
getting VERY TIRED
Old and sick and broken down
damn well near expired
I dont WANT to fight this fight but I know I have no choice
For all of those who love me speak in a united voice
"We love you very much and boy we would miss you so
Why oh why would you leave, you KNOW we will never let you go."
And to leave the ones I really love the ones I know love me
Would be the largest travesty that there ever could be