Cant get it together.

Hi journal. Have calmed down a bit since last night, but these bloody chain letters have well upset me and may have lost me a very supportive friend. Why does there have to be so many downers in life just as you start to pick yourself up from the wreckage this happens. Oh god, i dont know, i feel awful just now. Am not sure if i want to come on here anymore, my moods are all over the place. Just want to go back to bed an never wake up. Whats the point? I just want to scream at the top of my voice or wake up and the last 11 years have all been a dream. Seeya later journal.