Cannot stop crying April 2012

Ok so I am just over the 2 year mark. I find I am crying much more than i have in the past few months. Seeing SO many older couples age 80+ I want to be happy for them, but it just makes me sad because I want the same thing.  I feel so alone because I depended on my DS family so much and I still can't open anything. Diane I am so interested in how you are doing, read about your brother painting, then cannot open any more of your post. Hope you all, my DS family are doing at least ok. 
Hugs, Wendy