Cancun Trip
Having a good SunBurn Time in Mexico. The flight was very smooth and hopeing for a smooth safe trip home.
Boy, have I been having withdraw from all my wonderful freinds at DS. No one really to talk to who understands my pain. Of course my hubby is here and does try. Finally got to a computer today.
I have been very sad. So many little things remind me of Kenny from the towel dryer in the bathrooms. You all know how it is. Everything reminds you and it is never out of your mind. I still can't wrap it around in my head that he is gone. When can you? I am trying to read "90 min. in Heaven Book, but brings no relief, and just can't get into it. I know Kenny is safe and happy with God but his mommy sure misses him as you all miss your babies no matter the age. Had some really sweet girls today to talk to and started crying and they gave me a hug.
I hope all of you at DS are doing as well as you can. We have one more day, then head home Tues around noon.
I have soo soo soo much missed my connection with all of you. Be glad when I have my friends back on line anytime.
My husband and I have really had some good times while here, the resort here at Moon Palace is go very very nice. Wish all of you were here.
Looking forward to meeting some of you in July. Take care my friends, Love Sandi
Boy, have I been having withdraw from all my wonderful freinds at DS. No one really to talk to who understands my pain. Of course my hubby is here and does try. Finally got to a computer today.
I have been very sad. So many little things remind me of Kenny from the towel dryer in the bathrooms. You all know how it is. Everything reminds you and it is never out of your mind. I still can't wrap it around in my head that he is gone. When can you? I am trying to read "90 min. in Heaven Book, but brings no relief, and just can't get into it. I know Kenny is safe and happy with God but his mommy sure misses him as you all miss your babies no matter the age. Had some really sweet girls today to talk to and started crying and they gave me a hug.
I hope all of you at DS are doing as well as you can. We have one more day, then head home Tues around noon.
I have soo soo soo much missed my connection with all of you. Be glad when I have my friends back on line anytime.
My husband and I have really had some good times while here, the resort here at Moon Palace is go very very nice. Wish all of you were here.
Looking forward to meeting some of you in July. Take care my friends, Love Sandi
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Sandi,
Good to have you back. Take care of the burn One time in Fl my toes were burnt and man did that hurt. Hugs, Inga
Nice to hear from you...you will be back before you know it and we will be here :) Love and hugs...Karen
{{{hugs}}} precious lady. take care of you and we are here when you get back home. want to hear all about your trip. love you!
Have a wonderful time. Hugs Marion
HI Sandy. I hope you are at least able to relax a little bit. That alone will help you in your healing. I\'m sorry 90 MINUTES IN HEAVEN isn\'t helping you right now. Maybe it\'s too soon for you to be reading it. It helped me a lot, although I do remember feeling afterward, that even if Heaven were a cloud that floated over my house on a regular basis, close enough to see the inhabitants, and Mike could wave and I could see him, and I could see how safe and good he looked, it wouldn\'t do anything to take away my longing to be able to talk to him, and hug him, and just enjoy his company, the way I\'d been used to doing for 28 yrs...Love and Big hugs, Cherie
I\'m glad you have been able to find some moments of sunshine and relaxation at a lovely spot in Cancun with your hubby. It is hard to be surrounded by people who don\'t know anything about you, let alone who would even understand or care that you have lost a son. Sometimes I just want to shout from the rooftops ~ \"I lost my daughter last summer so give me some slack!\"
Sending love and tight hugs for a last refreshing day on the beach and safe trip home ~ Debbie
Sandi I am glad you have good time. MISS YOU TOO. (SMILE)
Dear Sandi, I am so glad you and your husband have taken the time to get away and try to find each other again, sometimes we can lose each other after going through the loss of a child. My husband and I took a trip five months after we lost Mitch, it was very hard for me to be away from all that was familiar, I really don\'t know why that is,I know for myself I felt so out of control of my own life that I needed to be where I felt comfortable and near MItch\'s resting spot, only a mom would understand that. I hope the two of you are enjoying each other and come back refreshed, Love, Charlene, Mitchells mom
I\'m glad you\'re finding some time to enjoy the sun and the sand...and your hubby! Hugs, Valerie
yes, enjoy each other,.. br there for each other,.. its the greatest gift,.. giving of your self, to one another,.. its the way, its suppose to be,.. ill be glad to hear from you, when you get back,.. your friend, Dave
Always remember to enjoy what you are able to enjoy and always know that we are always here for each other...love and hugs...Lynn
Nothing like some sunshine and an ocean to help with our healing. So happy that you have had this time and safe travels home. This truly is a lifeline for each of us on FMO and we can miss those connections. Take care my friend. Hugs, Joanie
Try to enjoy Mexico!!!!
Thanks for all the comments. Yes you are all right, only another mom knows the feeling we are going through. I think the trip has been good for my husband and I but of course Kenny has not been anywhere but in my mind no matter where I am. Just little things like the hand dryers in the bathrooms remind me of Ken. It has be very lonely without all you guys and am looking forward to getting back home and on line with all my wonderful friends on DS
Take care each of you. All of you have made me feel so loved. And I love all of you too!!! Sandi
I\'m glad your having some good times there. Making sweet memories with your hubby. We will take our children wherever we go, they will always be with us. It was so hard going home to Georgia this time. It hurt that Nathan wasn\'t there. He was always such a large part of my vacation. We are here for you when you return. Happy thoughts, Danette