Cancelled Cycle (too many)

Well these follicles are still growing... (yep all of them) Nurse says that I will more than likely be cancelled (but of course I have to wait for the call for the Dr. to confirm) but yep as it stands right now I am cancelled this cycle... Now just waiting for the next period to start all over again .....  The journey has soo many ups & downs that it just sucks soo bad.... .. makes you not even wanna do it... 
They basically got to figure out something with me.. to figure out how much meds to give me or to change medication... i dont know.... 
It just feels like.. all these Dr.s visits & injections for nothing... Its so draining...... The only good part about the whole thing is that I have insurance that pays for all this... but going thru this really sucks.. but I guess its whatever....
Nurse says to drink lots of fluid....