Can we fast forward??
Can we fast forward to the time when I have my babies and this chapter is over?? I got the call today that my doctor wants me to come to see him regarding my levels and he will probably monitor me..The head nurse told me to "stop freakin out Makita!!: Those are her words (she is really a trip) She said keep taking your pills you are still in the study! FOr those of you who don't know I am in a IVF clinical trial. The benefit of this is that I will only pay 5,000 for one IVF including everything. This is one of my shots for now at my family. I thought that I would be excluded from the trial but thank God I am still in it for now. I pray that I have my dream of becoming a mom and that everything works out for me! Thanks for all your hugs and support. I couldn't discuss how I felt yesterday with anyone but you ladies. I didn't bother talking to anybody but my husband. Anyways I pray that everything continues to roll as planned and I will still be pregnant by the Fall!! whew Again, it was such a blessing to see all the hugs and support from my fellow DS girls when i journaled my rant!! peace and love!
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