can't succeed......

so i went to my community college today and went to the access center to get a 504 plan and it was awful!!!!!!!!! the manager came in and was telling me that it was ironic that i have anxiety and i wanted to do one of the most anxiety provoking program that they have there......she said that she wasn't sure if i could suceed because of my anxiety.....i felt and feel SO incredibly awful and feel like i'll never succeed......it went awful and i had teachers tell me that i can do this, that i can succeed that i'm on the right path and give me praise and help me succeed and then i have this person who comes in and tears me down and makes me cry....i burst into tears in my car and just went crazy.....my parents called me to see how it went and i told them and my dad said to hell with this woman and my mom was pissed at this lady and told me not to pay any attention to her....still feel so depressed.....i'm gonna restrict....already skipped my morning snack....gonna skip afternoon snack.....but i'll have my night snack and have dinner, so i kinda have to since i work 3:30-7.....