can't stop eating
i can't stop eating. i'm obviously not hungry so why am i eating? what is this feeling i can't name that is driving me to soothe via any mean necessary. what will i do next? what will help me either identify this feeling or make it stop. maybe even feel it, name it, and deal w/it? right now it's sitting under the surface like a demon taunting me. if i cut will it stop? does my stomach need to explode? i've taken a walk, listened to music, read a magazine, read part of a book, cooked, cleaned, talked on the phone...what other means of distraction can i try? i'm writing. i'm watching dvds. i need this to happen or stop. as always so many questions and so few answers. i just need a freakin break!
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