can't stop crying

I just lost the love of my life, my forever, to heroin.  He's still breathing.  Still alive.  But he belongs to the drug.  He's in recovery.  Today marks 11 days clean.  But he's different.  Heroin stole my happiness.  Heroin stole all of my hopes and dreams.  I know that I will be better off now.  I know that I will finally be able to heal.  But it doesn't take the pain away.  Doesn't stop the tears from falling.  
I love you Mack.  I will always love you.  I hope you find some peace in your life.