Can't seem to shake off my depression
My birthday was Friday and I didn't go anywhere or celebrate it in any form. Actually I was home all weekend, didn't even leave the house. I am barely eating and sleeping alot. I find myself wondering what the last abuser is doing and if it would of mattered if I had changed? I find that I feel afraid to try again with anyone else, my trust is broken and I just can't seem to find any reasons to connect even with anyone in the outside world right now..as if they will just turn on me as well.
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Oh! I hope you can feel better soon. Happy birthday!
I wonder if you can just re-connect with yourself more--find the things that used to motivate you in the world. I know that being with my abuser really put a wedge between me and myself--but I can remember times before him where I was a happy person, so I know that if I can re-connect with my desires, dreams, hopes, and wishes in life I can find ways to motivate myself.
Everyone won\'t turn on you, but I know how you feel. Lately, I\'ve been having a hard time seeing that people are good and nice--but many of them are.