Can't I ever just be happy.
I am so down. I had my GBS just over a month ago and I did great. I am down from 260 (January) to 215. Oh happy day...Right. WRONG.
I had been experiencing some pain in my lower pelvic region. I didn't know what it could be so while I was waiting to get this surgery over with I checked around on the internet. I came to realize that that pain was likely my ovary. I did not want anything to stop my surgery and made up my mind to speak to my doctor the minute surgery was over... which I did.
My doctor sent me to get an ultrasound.
What came back was not good.
I am having a further MRI next Sunday.
Wow all this just to have Cancer.
The worry is driving me mad.
Just as I had something to be hopeful about... bammmm.
It's like somebody up there doesn't like me. I don't know why because I sure love him.
This will likely mean another surgery and then possibly chemo.
I am just immobilized with fear.
I am not ready to die.
I had been experiencing some pain in my lower pelvic region. I didn't know what it could be so while I was waiting to get this surgery over with I checked around on the internet. I came to realize that that pain was likely my ovary. I did not want anything to stop my surgery and made up my mind to speak to my doctor the minute surgery was over... which I did.
My doctor sent me to get an ultrasound.
What came back was not good.
I am having a further MRI next Sunday.
Wow all this just to have Cancer.
The worry is driving me mad.
Just as I had something to be hopeful about... bammmm.
It's like somebody up there doesn't like me. I don't know why because I sure love him.
This will likely mean another surgery and then possibly chemo.
I am just immobilized with fear.
I am not ready to die.
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No, it\'s probably something very small not cancer. I read up on the surgery and they say you will go through depression. I guess it must be a hormone thing or something. Hang in there. Don\'t worry I think if it was cancer they would of kept you in the hospital. Take care and hugs Maggie
Thanks. I read this before I went to the doctors and it made me feel so much better. I just didn\'t realize how much I don\'t know about this issue. It\'s so scary. Thanks for the hugs Maggie, I needed that!
My MRI results came in.
No need to worry or panic.
I have some tiny clusters on the ovary which are described as unremarkable.
They will do an ultrasound in 6 months to keep and eye on things but it is felt that no treatment is necessary at this point.
They do find it odd that a 51 year old woman has this problem but it has been deemed safe at this point.
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