Can\'t believe how I feel

Ok, this is a long one but I think it is good.  This week had some ups and downs but I think I weathered the storm.  DS has been very good to me.  I might not have gotten all the help I asked for but like God he doesn't answer all prayers the way we would like him to.  I think I was drown to theis site for a reason and that is helping others through their problems.  I can't believe that helping others also helps you the way this has helped me.  All the things that are said and the one's with the uplifting help are probably the best for all of us.  I find peace in knowing I have found a place for me to share my thoughts and help others in the process.  When you do the music ones it is great.  I put my thoughts in that too-music is good for you and helps you cope.  Yes, you can say that alot of the songs makes you think of the stbx but isn't that what it is all about.  When you think of them isn't it in a good way not a bad way?  Music helps all of us heal and that is why we are here.  I do think I am becoming an addict on here and spending too much time but I think I need to at this stage in my life.  Because of all of you I also found a support group in my area and it is helping me too.  Don't know where it will all go for now I am here and I don't see me leaving any time soon.  With time I hope I will heal and maybe move on to where I need to be but then again maybe here is where I need to be giving advice and helping others.