Can Life Be Like This Every Day?

Today has been really good!
i hav tidyded the flat i have bathed my daughter made all her bottles and cant wait for tomorrow, i get to see my mummy :D and my nan and granddad who are down for the day were going to show them where were having our wedding reception and maybe my dress!
i had a lovely time with nick tonight we got lilly in bed and we had ''our time'' though we had to stop i didnt want to carry on didnt feel right??? not to sure why?? maybe i have other things on my mind!?
 
i just hope everday ccan be like this! i know it wont be i can try. i was talking to someone on here earlier who helped me loads with his sayings and told me to look into my daughers eyes when i feel like cutting! he really made sence ''you know who you are'' *hugs* you have  really helped me today think thats why im in such a hapy mood..... well lets see what tomorrow brings eh? xx night xx