Can I have more than one day??????

I had one day of relief and that did not even last the whole freaken day, by 3:00 I felt like my insides were being shredded up, then when I got home I had to take the dogs out and of course they took there sweet ass time trying to find that perfect exact spot to go, so by the time I got back into the house I had been up way to long so I was doubled over....but thank God for my almighty friend the "heating pad" who was loyaly waiting on the couch for me, along with mr pain killer in the bottle waiting to be taken. I did however convince my boyfriend that if he sat next to me on the couch I would be ok. Took a while though he kept looking at me like are you sure.....then about every 10 minutes he would ask me if I was ok.........I know he is just worried but my goodness. I just want to be normal, I know that is not going to happen but I would at least like to be treated like I am. Not like I am some alien creature who will explode at the slightest touch.It is so frustrating, I feel like I could just scream. I slept last night, YAY, but am in horrible pain today and am stuck at work when all I want to do is throw on some sweats, crawl into bed with my friend (the heat pad) and cry myself to sleep.....Is that too much to ask for???? I guess so cause I am still here at work.I would just like more than one day or atleast a WHOLE day and night of relief.....