Can anyone help me?

When I first found this site I read almost every post.  I remember being so excited that I would find people that I could finally relate to and share my story.  I don't get to sign on very much, but where did it all go wrong?  Why does it always go wrong?  Someone please tell me.

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I do not believe it is you- many people like myself do not automatically go to someone\'s journal if they do not know them- I didn\'t realize your journal was open- if you do not post on the board many may not know you- I hope you keep trying and know there are many great people here- Hugs and keep reaching out- it may surprise you how many truly do want to be there for you- Peace-
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people ignore me all the time. it breaks my heart cuz i dont know why....
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Well my dear it could seem that it is all going wrong all the time if you are in crisis. This is a time in our lives where nothing seems to ever go right and we cant seem to get the upper hand and we just begin to feel like there is no point in trying anymore. This is not your fault. It has nothing to do with what you are or are not doing. Crisis hits us when the weight of our tragedy becomes too much on a conscious or subconscious level. The reason I am wondering about crisis is because of the description that you have given. I have experienced this first hand in my own life and I did not even realize what it was until I started therapy and made the choice to heal from my misfortunes. Just remember, regardless of what path you choose to take. You are a survivor........not a victim. And anything that comes your way you can make it through because you have Survived much much worse. If you have had not counseling or therapy, I do strongly suggest it. But that is your choice my sweet. Either way all of us will still be here for you and we care and you have your fellow survivors as your friends and your pillars of support.