CAMHS

i went to camhs today, again, but atleast ive been refered this time i hate it soo much its soo fucking scary.  mrs e was as much help as a tomato i wanted her to tlk for me but that wasnt exactly likely grrr...she had made my mom lock away alllll the medication so i cant OD (bugger) put me on a priority list for counseling.she also made me promise not to hurt myself  but now thats all i wana do