Calling the Doctor
I thank God I have my friends here at DS.
I am going to go upstairs, get ready for work...
I'm going to call my Dr. for an appointment. I am feeling suicidal and have been for months, more than I'd like to admit. Just hoping to get over it, I have before. It's not working and I know better, shame on me.
Don't want to go through the litany of meds again, as evidently mine are not working anymore.
Insert F word.
I am going to go upstairs, get ready for work...
I'm going to call my Dr. for an appointment. I am feeling suicidal and have been for months, more than I'd like to admit. Just hoping to get over it, I have before. It's not working and I know better, shame on me.
Don't want to go through the litany of meds again, as evidently mine are not working anymore.
Insert F word.
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i know exactly where you R coming from!! I have been suicidal so much in the past. i was put on many different depression meds and tried so many. They made me worse. Two mos after my husband died (2yrs ago) I was taking Cymbalta. I just wanted to die!! I got off of them the hard way because my dr would not help me taper off. It was awful!! I also have a painful deformed foot because of a suicide attempt when I was 25. It reminds me to not try that again. I took many pills but it wasn\'t my time to go!! I still have depression because of my constant pain but never even think suicide anymore!! Never!! They say it can cause suicidal thoughts in kids .well they do in seniors and did my daugh too. She is in her 40\'s. I just will not ever take them again!!! All i can do is share what worked for me!!If you did anything you may not die and be a veggie and need to be taken care of!! Think this thru please!! I was unconscience for 3 days and nights and nearly died. I am so thnkfl I didn\'t die. I would have left my kids to be raised by hateful people. A child molester tho I didn\'t know abt that part for many yrs!!! Take care and hope you get help w/o antidepresion meds!!!! Excuse my spelling!! Hugs coming your way!!!!! I thought i needed the meds for yrs. Most of my adult life!!! Pray and pray and give all this to God as he has helped me so much!!!!! Hang in there!!!!! June.