Calling the Doctor

I thank God I have my friends here at DS.
I am going to go upstairs, get ready for work...
I'm going to call my Dr. for an appointment.  I am feeling suicidal and have been for months, more than I'd like to admit.  Just hoping to get over it, I have before.  It's not working and I know better, shame on me.
Don't want to go through the litany of meds again, as evidently mine are not working anymore.
Insert F word.