Cold

Blahhh... I hate colds.In bed at the moment with only my tv and laptop and DS to keep me company. HEY! That's a pretty good deal actually  Getting nervous about tomorrow and the weekend now. My Brother gets his tenancy for his new place tomorrow and so will probably move in over the weekend. I'm really pleased and excited for him obviously. He'll start work on the Monday with inductions and stuff. He's qualified as a paediatric nurse so his accomodation comes with the job. I'm just going to be really sad when he goes because we're so close.Also my Mum has just gone back to work after being off for a long time with high blood pressure, so she's now as miserable as ever which doesn't make the home's atmosphere  very nice.It's very hard to talk to her at the moment. I'm talking to my therapist and he's advising me to talk to my Mum about my brother leaving and get support from her. But ever since her bf moved in with us, all her time is taken up by him. And I mean, constant! She doesn't even come upstairs of a night now to see if I'm ok when I'm having a bad day...she just sends me a text So talking to my Mum just isn't really helping. When I have managed to talk to her she straight away directs the conversation over to her and how I don't know how much it's going to effect her and she's going to be devastated and she's going to be crying all the time...No doubt she's going to be really upset, but a BIG difference she has is she will have her bf with her the WHOLE time! The biggest problem I have is that I wont have that support there because of her bf. If he wasn't here we'd be supporting each other but now I can see it coming. It'll be Mum and him downstairs as usual and I'll be stuck upstairs in my room with no one getting the occasional text  Wow, I've talked a lot more than I intended to. It was only going to be an update...shutting up now.

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missyS
missyS

get betta hun!