something is going on and I am not sure what it is....your back hurts I know that....does a doctor give you the narcotics for the pain? You said that is only thing that works......hopefully you can get them refilled....it sucks the feds make it so you only get one week at a time now.....that sucks....but do not kill yourself....that is a permanent end of a temporary situation...live for the miracles...
The prescribed narcs help but not a lot. It's more than just a hurt back. It started out as cronic pain until it was proven it wasn't my imagination. Imagine that. There's no age that says you're now old enough for certain health issues. Most of my health issues are hereditary. I have been on and off suicidal for nearly 40 years. I doubt it will happen but I know of more than a dozen attempts in my life. I have self harmed since I was a toddler. Mostly because of my abusive parents.
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I feel bored depress and empty again. I feels like that every night. I understand. Nights feel the worst.
something is going on and I am not sure what it is....your back hurts I know that....does a doctor give you the narcotics for the pain? You said that is only thing that works......hopefully you can get them refilled....it sucks the feds make it so you only get one week at a time now.....that sucks....but do not kill yourself....that is a permanent end of a temporary situation...live for the miracles...
The prescribed narcs help but not a lot. It's more than just a hurt back. It started out as cronic pain until it was proven it wasn't my imagination. Imagine that. There's no age that says you're now old enough for certain health issues. Most of my health issues are hereditary. I have been on and off suicidal for nearly 40 years. I doubt it will happen but I know of more than a dozen attempts in my life. I have self harmed since I was a toddler. Mostly because of my abusive parents.
sorry to read last post here....I tried killing myself too.....I am over that portion of life now but still think of it sometimes....
I've been over it for years. It just gets worse every time the same stuff comes up and I'm tired of digging myself out of a hole thats not even there.
This is why I stop talking to people. In reality, I dont talk to anyone outside my house unless I have too.
Please call a suicide help line. You matter in this world.
Hotlines don't work for me. They report to the police and they have to come out. That's not going to happen.