BUTTERFLY UPDATE:
WELL, MY WIFE IS IN GOOD SPIRITS. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR OUTPOURING OF THOUGHTS/PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. SHE MISSES ALL OF YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT AND GET BACK IN THE DS FOLD. SHE IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL AND IS HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW, AND IN ALL THEORY, SHOULD BE OUT A DAY OR TWO AFTER THAT. SHE RECEIVED A BEDMATE LAST NIGHT THAT MADE HER FEEL ALOT BETTER ABOUT LIFE, AND GAVE HER A NEW STRENGTH THAT THINGS WERE GOING TO BE OK AND THAT WE WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH AND MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. OFF TOPIC...MY RAGE JOURNAL.HER MOTHER AND BROTHER ARE TRYING TO CON HER INTO MOVING IN WITH HER BROTHER BECAUSE HE CAN'T AFFORD THE RENT ON HIS OWN, AND IT IS REALLY PISSING US OFF...AND WHILE SHE IS DRUGGED UP IN A FRICKEN HOSPITAL NO LESS CALLING EVERY HOUR ON THE HOUR TO HARASS AND TRY TO PUSH HER OVER LIKE THEY'VE ALWAYS DONE TO HER IN THE PAST. I AM MANIC AS FUCK RIGHT NOW, AND HER BROTHER AND MOTHER ARE THE ABSOLUTE DEVIL IN MY EYES, SO THEY ARE ONE FALSE WORD FROM TAKING ME OVER THE EDGE AND ME BEATING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF BOTH OF THEM. ALL THEY HAVE EVER DONE IS USED, ABUSED, RAPED, STOLEN AND PISSED ON MY WIFE FOR HER ENTIRE LIFE, AND THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY IN HELL THAT I AM TOLERATING ANY MISTREATMENT TO MY WIFE FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE. SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH ALREADY AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF SHE HAS TO PUT UP WITH ANY MORE OF THEIR SHIT. SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, I'M TWO WORDS AWAY FROM HITTING THE RAGE SWITCH, AND NO ONE EVER WANTS TO SEE THAT FROM ME AGAIN. I WILL DESTROY BOTH OF THEM EASILY IF THEY EVER DO ANYTHING AGAIN TO HURT MY WIFE IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM.
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I\'m very happy that your wife is getting better and the treatment she needs.
On the other hand I understand your rage and fear about her Mom & Brother. You are a million percent right for feeling the way you do and I commend you for sticking up for her and taking care of her - you are a blessing.
Be strong!
Gzus, I\'m so glad she\'s feeling a bit better! I\'ll keep her in my prayers.
As for the rage? Damn! What is wrong with people. Stay cool, dude. Don\'t make it worse by trying to make it better.
Gzus, Don\'t stoop to their level. It is not worth you getting in trouble. You won\'t be any good to your wife if you are behind bars or hurt. Just pray about it, I will pray about it too. I am here if you need to talk. Take a deep breath and try to relax. I am sending calming vibes your way. lol
Love and hugs to you both,
Lisa
abusehurts
glad the wifey is abit better as for the other shit, Its human nature to kick someone when they are down, but not family thats just plain ass wrong try to stay calm dude and yell at me if you need
Gzus, I\'m glad the little woman is feelin a little better.You and her will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
As for the other issue unfortunately I can relate we have a few people like that in my family. Just don\'t do anything to get yourself in trouble b/c that isn\'t gonna help her.It\'s only gonna make the situation worse.
Just be there to support her,and keep telling yourself\"I\'m gonna be the better man here!\"
your friend,
Brandy
sweetie think about your wife and not her family. god will deal with them. love you and praying for you Ellen
I\"m so happy that she\'s doing better! Prayer works!
PRAY before you PUNCH. lol
I\'M SO HAPPY YOUR BEAUTIFUL WIFE IS DOING BETTER AND I\'M ALSO SO HAPPY SO SEE YOU WRITING YOUR RAGE DOWN LIKE YOU DID. I CAN FEEL THE ANGER IN YOUR WRITINGS AND I BELIEVE YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT YOUR WIFE. THEY BETTER KEEP THEIR ASSES OUT OF IT. \'NUFF SAID!