BUTTERFLY UPDATE:
WELL, MY WIFE IS IN GOOD SPIRITS. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR OUTPOURING OF THOUGHTS/PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. SHE MISSES ALL OF YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT AND GET BACK IN THE DS FOLD. SHE IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL AND IS HAVING SURGERY TOMORROW, AND IN ALL THEORY, SHOULD BE OUT A DAY OR TWO AFTER THAT. SHE RECEIVED A BEDMATE LAST NIGHT THAT MADE HER FEEL ALOT BETTER ABOUT LIFE, AND GAVE HER A NEW STRENGTH THAT THINGS WERE GOING TO BE OK AND THAT WE WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH AND MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. OFF TOPIC...MY RAGE JOURNAL.HER MOTHER AND BROTHER ARE TRYING TO CON HER INTO MOVING IN WITH HER BROTHER BECAUSE HE CAN'T AFFORD THE RENT ON HIS OWN, AND IT IS REALLY PISSING US OFF...AND WHILE SHE IS DRUGGED UP IN A FRICKEN HOSPITAL NO LESS CALLING EVERY HOUR ON THE HOUR TO HARASS AND TRY TO PUSH HER OVER LIKE THEY'VE ALWAYS DONE TO HER IN THE PAST. I AM MANIC AS FUCK RIGHT NOW, AND HER BROTHER AND MOTHER ARE THE ABSOLUTE DEVIL IN MY EYES, SO THEY ARE ONE FALSE WORD FROM TAKING ME OVER THE EDGE AND ME BEATING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF BOTH OF THEM. ALL THEY HAVE EVER DONE IS USED, ABUSED, RAPED, STOLEN AND PISSED ON MY WIFE FOR HER ENTIRE LIFE, AND THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY IN HELL THAT I AM TOLERATING ANY MISTREATMENT TO MY WIFE FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE. SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH ALREADY AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF SHE HAS TO PUT UP WITH ANY MORE OF THEIR SHIT. SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, I'M TWO WORDS AWAY FROM HITTING THE RAGE SWITCH, AND NO ONE EVER WANTS TO SEE THAT FROM ME AGAIN. I WILL DESTROY BOTH OF THEM EASILY IF THEY EVER DO ANYTHING AGAIN TO HURT MY WIFE IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM.
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