Butterflies on the beach

Well, I have been down at the beach, and managed to take a peek with a friends laptop to check out all on DS..... been having some mommy moments b/c i could sure use someone to talk to about alot of things going on right now..... and wouldn't you know it, yesterday morning, a beautiful yellow and white and black butterfly flew around me, and i must have seen the same one at least 3-4 times. I hope she is giving me a sign, I was trying really hard to imagine our conversations about some things, and I couldn't hear her, and it was really making me upset, I wanted to hear the common sense things she would say to make it all easy! !!! I miss her! .....  On a upbeat, the kids are enjoying the beach, I tried surfing yesterday (and boy am I feeling it today) and last night we were on the boardwalk, rides, played in the arcade, and came back exhausted.  Another beautiful day today, God Bless everyone here on Ds, enjoy your day!!