Busy Day Today

Crazy day at work today, I just can't seem to take these people seriously anymore, they get hysterical over every little thing. Someone tried to blame me for a problem that he had caused for himself. I just looked at him and said "Funny, I don't feel guilty" then I realized that I do. I couldn't figure a way out of the cancer for Abby. I thought I had, but the callous incompetant doctor, and I use that title in the broadest possible sense, screwed up. He missed something, or did something wrong, and didn't care. You should see the bill the scum sent me after he learned of your passing, like he should be rewarded or something. I'll let the lawyers deal with this piece of sewage. I said I felt guilty, I didn't say I was angry. Do I sound angry?
Okay, so I'm angry, and guilty. I'm still here and you're gone. It wasn't supposed to be this way. You were wheat germ and I was captain crunch. You were the jogger and I was the napper. You were the whole wheat toast and I was the mcmuffin. Life isn't fair, death is even less so.