Burial Outfit

I was just online at Target looking at baby clothes.  I don't know if this is helping or hurting me, but I use to do it so much.  Anyway the outfit I buried my son in is still available and I want to buy it.  I saw it in the store 5 monthes before he was due and went back and bought it even though I thought it was too soon to start buying baby things.  It was going to be his coming home outfit. Would it be weird it I bought a second one just to have for the rest of my life to remember what he is wearing? God this is awful, eight weeks and I still feel like my heart was ripped out.