Bump in the road to justice

Yesterday I got a call from the detective that told me he had arrested most of the men on my list of perpetrators and was pushing forward to arrest all of these rapist and child molesters.He was talking to me for a couple of weeks telling me that they were going to assign a detective to each man so no one would be overwhelmed with the large case load that I brought to them.He also told me that they would send a car to drive me back there since they ruined my business by involuntarily committing me and I have no spare money to go wasting on driving to them. In this last conversation he said they will need my official diagnosis and a letter from a therapist explaining why I couldn't remember and how these men were able to get away with assaulting me numerous times.I am fine with all that because I have two such therapist that I have talked to that will do so for them.So I asked if they were going to give me victims reparations to pay for the therapy?He said no because there has not been arrests yet.I know he is full of shit with this because I have talked to the victims reparation board on numerous occasions and know that there doesn't need to be an arrest for you to get victims reparations.So I called the victims reparation board again to make sure and they said nope there doesn't have to be an arrest for you to get reparations for therapy.So I call the reparations woman in the specific parish where I filed the charges and all she had to say was she was waiting on this detectives report to send the application off to the board. I dare this fucking detective to try and deny me because I'll have his ass fired too.What I think happened was he was all gung ho about putting these men in jail that he knows to be rapists and has waited for thirty years to do so but when he came across the DA and all of the other obstacles(many of which are pedophiles and rapists themselves) he got discouraged.That is okay though because I am not going to stop.My daughter has an appointment with a therapist next Tuesday and as soon as she tells this therapist what happened to her it's gonna be on like donkey kong.Lawyers will be hired and some major lawsuits will be filed against this parish for there revictimization of my then three year old little girl.When she first went to testify that she was abused they told her she was lying and she is ready to tell this therapist that also.I am contemplating going to my local news stations and telling them all I have been through with this shitty sheriffs office and local judicial system.There was a recent news article about a local judge sealing all of the rape and molestation cases here and they tore him a new ass when they found out.They would have a field day with my story.All I am waiting on is for them to do me wrong again and that will be the first phone call that I make. Bar none the worst part of my recovery has been trying to get these incompetent useless ass mother fuckers to do their jobs.But I know in the end I will be the one standing victorious and they will be the ones scattering like roaches looking for someone else to place the blame of their incompetence on. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Man Wheezie, I\'m so impressed at how much good you have done for yourself and your daughter. Incredible that you are so strong and able to do the righteous thing and do it well and see the fuckers go to jail. Hail Wheezie you are fantastic!
Wheezie
Wheezie

Thank you Psyche!
stephanietram
stephanietram

keep it up sister!!
Wheezie
Wheezie

Thank you Stephanie!
deleted_user
deleted_user

You tell them! Never back down or settle for less than justice for you and your girl. It gives me so much hope to know that anything could even be done and I applaud your strength, courage and tenacity. Keep fighting, we are right along side you! I would take a tape recorder and tape them. :) The recant rate is worse than the refresh rate on DS. ok, bad joke. ~K DH
Wheezie
Wheezie

LOL Thank you Ausie! I have 5 tape recordings of my child waking up from nightmares and saying exactly what these people did to her.I also have video taped recordings of her doing the same.She has major problems sleeping because of what happened to her.Nearly every night she wakes from nightmares and wants to come sleep in our bed.This therapist was referred to me when I explained to my local rape crisis center what these detectives did to me and my daughter.She is an advocate so I doubt that she would w try to make her recant.
deleted_user
deleted_user

You are so strong. I began proceeding a few years ago but had to step out because the flashbacks were just too much to deal with. I\'m amazed at your courage. Blessings with you my sweet sister.
Love and Hugs
Carla
Wheezie
Wheezie

Thank you Carla! I was the same at one point in my recovery not being able to press charges.As I progressed and relived memory after memory suffering somatic pain and all the other symptoms involved with DID I became determined in my mind to seek justice for what these scum have done to me.There is no way I am going to go through so much pain and let them walk the streets free to do it to others.